Sunday, December 27, 2009

Renungan dari seorang teman

Ya Allah, jika apa yg aku berikan masih tidak mencukupi baginya, ketemukanlah aku dgn yg benar-benar menghargainya.
Biarpun sedih dan perit mana aku terpaksa menghadapinya dan pendam cinta manusia itu kerana janjimu, aku amat yakin janjimu itu tidak pernah tipu.
Dan kutahu engkau yg mampu menjaga dirinya lebih baik drpd diriku.

P/s : Thanks to a friend yg selalu secara kebetulan tahu aku perlukan some words or mesagges to tabahkan hati and all, ly dohhh =). And kpd lelaki, aku sayang kau, terserah kau nk layan aku mcm mana, hak kau, betul belum ada ikatan, so chill jelah kan, tk payah nk mcm-mcm sgt, thanks too.

Keinsafan ada dlm diri semua org kan? Sorry kalau rasa aku hipokrit budget semua tuh, yes aku tk perfect, aku lemah, byk kurang, manusia mana yg tk pernah goyah, kadang sedar kadang tk, kita semua buat silap kan, leka, bila susah baru nk terhegeh-hegeh semua, aaa idk, aku pun tk tahu mcm mana nk ckp.

Cinta Allah itu hakiki :).

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Final Say

Yes, i do. CANT YOU SEE?? Your call, im the one to be blame on. I dnt hv the GUTS to look back and say those words to make you stay, cz youll leave me anyway, again kan. So im willing to take tht risk of to be scarred fr putting hopes on you then seeing you leaving me or letting yourself hurt of one stupid old feeling. Take care bunci.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Hi hi Bye Bye

Gdbye Bangi, hello Petaling Jaya. HAHA.
Finally, semester break, it hs come to an end.
Two weeks of relaxation, uh byebye :(.
Nthng much cn be said abt the previous previous days.
Satisfied? Oyeah! :D
And all of a sudden, i feel so spiritual.
Fr a new start.
Beginning of a new chapter. 'In Pasum', haha.
Again..
Gdbye virtual reality, hello reality reality :).
Double reality weyyy :P.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Inhale, exhale.
Relieved, haha.
Of smthng, tht i myself nt quite sure of.
Lets pray fr the bests :).
I wont let those burden bring me down.
Gdluck, me you and semua.

Favourite Girlfriend

Pls teach her hw to respect other pple's relationships.
F you slut.

THANK YOU.

peace peace =)

Friday, November 13, 2009

The Road Not Taken

Mm i wonder, wht wld it be like, if things worked out the other way round..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Last Call

Thanks busuk, fr lettin me eat w great pleasure :).
I DO eat a lot kan, well you knw me, the basics of me :D,
aaa and dnt blame me fr bein fat grr.
Mm your words, i do listen to them.
Speechless, that's all I can say.
Pretendin nt to listen, playin and goofin around w your hp and keys.
Ah-ha, lama tk main kunci :P.
Sorry fr nt bein serious..
It jz doenst suits me well enough when im around you.
Mm nt anymore i guess..
And sorry too..
Im jz too afraid to look you back in the eye.
Dnt wnt 'history' to come back alive. HEH.
Cz 'looking at you makes it harder'..
So tht noboby will get hurt, inside..
Evn you abused me on well, urgh, sampai selekeh gila babi ah hahaha.
Mm those eyes, layu =').
And i dnt knw whyyy, they kept me warm.
Pelik? Pedulik ahhh haha.
Btw, your wish is granted kan sayang?
Bringing me along, walk and talk,
through those crabby sands and rough rocks, haha.
So dah, i dnt owe you anything lg lah kan kan? :DD
Fewhhh lega heheh.
Mm thanks fr everythng yehhh?
Bby, no matter hw good we are//were together,
some memories are just meant to be forgotten..
Smhw you'll find someone who lv's you more thn i do..
And perhaps, its her.
You do knw wht i wnt kan, i wnt you to be hers, :).
Do work on it kay bff? ^_^
And please laaa, im nt an eight y/o child,
so dnt worry too much on me, i knw hw to take care..
Believe me, i knw =).

Forever and always will, ly..

Friday, November 6, 2009

Breathe

And we know it's never simple,
never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know,
like the back of my hand.
And I can't breathe,
Without you, but I have to.
Breathe,
Without you, but I have to.



I CAN NOW. =)

Liar?

Im sick of you.

Enough is enough.

Deal w it.

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high
Never would have worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong

No Promises

I dnt wanna run away,
baby,
ure the one i need =).

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Untitled

Hello bloggy, lama dh tk bersua kan, well life's gettin busy :O. Loads of stuffs need to be done, bt yet undone hahaha, bong pemalas punya budak, hee apa boleh buat saya manusia biasa =), mcmlah awk tuh rajin sangat? =PP.

Alryteee, so far cuti is okay, hutang semua beresss :D, terlebih pulakkk tuh, qada' tidur mcm nk haram hahaha. Thnk God everybody is cool w it :P. Today is already Wednesday, err 1/4 maybe, cuti saya dh burn mcm itu saja, pity kan =(. Tp, yg penting, nextweek holidayyy =).

Okayyy, to be continued :DD.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Holidaydayday

Finally, here it is, holiday :).
One semester done.
Grr one more to go. DUH!
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Bye hv fun pasumians.
Take care :)

hello november !

looking fwrd, fr a better better and better tomorrow :))

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Pria Terhebat

Grr ure, forever mine :).
Ly okayyy.
Missing u evry min evry sec.
Tcre lv :).

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Raya

It seems like ths yr punya raya mmg 'terbaikkk' haha. Bgn pg solat raya jumpa Kathy, dh nk dancedance dh dlm masjid haha. Selesai, pulang gather ard family bermaafan hee :), unfort myb ths yr may be the nt-so-final yr we gather up w the whole members ard :(. Pictures taking and all, kalut sey semua haha. Then, finished up packing, sebak dowt idk whyyy. Mls nk berbaju kurung, so decide pakai jeans jela, nk duduk dlm kereta jeh pun :P, tk raya betul dowk haha. Ard 12, bergerak pulang, aaa longlong journey evn though Perak je :), keras buntut duduk dlm kereta dol hee. Aaa setibanya di kampung pukul 530, (lama kan? jam ohh bosan jeee), mmg bersyukur gila, akhirnya sampai juga. Unloading barang, ohhh and guess whattt, bagasi aku tertinggal kot hahaha, boleh pulakkk dh bwk keluar tp tk masukkn dlm kereta, duh, tk beraya akuuu, bt3 nasibaik baju kurung aku gantung, so okyla kan :P. Serta, mlm tuh jugaaa pergi pekan beli semuanya, frm dlm ke luar, towel berus gigi haha, mcm nk masuk asrama je, yg penting kakak aku pun sama haha :D.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Ouh

So much to do in such a lil time..duh.

HIGHLIGHTS

Finals, is jz ard the corner.
Cilakas.
Siapa tensi?
Mari berdansi, haha :P.

SHR MZB

Yeah, nw wre done w puasa, skrg lets berharrri rayyya pula :).

Maaf zahir dn batin semua, okieee :).

Friday, September 18, 2009

C1

Tht day, wednesday, buka puasa dgn clssmtes ha, bfr semua nk blk raya kan, so aiman la head-planner of all planner haha. So wednesday ptg tuh semua pakat 530 tunggu dkt tehtarik. Ohye, tk sangka, cpl ksygn mzmk pun ada, lol. Plus dgn bbdk clss lain pun sama ada. Tkley blah, mid penuh dgn bdk pasum kot, gee. Tuesday bdk hayat ramai, wednesday plk bdk fzkl. Haiyoh. Oky ktorg semuaaa plus dgn bbdk clss lain jugaaa buka dkt Food Garden. Tk best punnn, sikit glaaa, agk2 ahhh klw nk satisfactory tuh, tgklah perut aku mcm mana kan :P. Plus, aku mkn bbq chic rice je, yg lain tk selera je haha, ceht chic rice dkt kolej12 pun ada, sia2 haha tkpyh kecoh kt akuuu lah bdk2. Yg lain semua mkn dlm kuali lesungbatu and bowl. Rain tkpuas hati dia dpt pinggan je, siapa suruh ikot aku dol :P. Well anwy, fine aje, dh ramai2 tuh kenyang je kan :). Aftr dh memboroi, gerak mid blk dgn dya, then meet up blk dkt cosmic, the early birds yg ada aiman rain n hana. Yg lain, missing in action sudey haha. Aftr dh book lane, hiff hadi khai reff syamil arep pun tiba. Rain cuak gla ba, calculator barruuu dia hilang, boleh plk lupa lps mkn td, dey mcm mana nk buat vector raya neyyy hahaha. Bt nsebaik khai perasan, ouh hes th hero :D. Mm bowling ws fun w rain ard, gelak nk berguling je, semuorg tk kering gusi, erk padahal tmrw test algeb an, hahaha biaq pi laaa. Org sibuk bertarawih, ktorg sibuk berbowling, berkiblatkn pinn, hahaha astagha. Hana won th game. Ktorg pun bergerak keluar, nk ber-moreh pula ha? Unfort, kena pulang by 11, ada meeting. Gara2 main mercun pun kena buang kolej or fine rm300? Tkfhm betulll, mercun je kot, duh. Then, ktorg pun byebye dgn mereka yg sty until brptah idk grr. Aftr sttle semua, algeb menanti, apakn daya, terpaksa selak, tmrw test pny pasalll heh. Yg bgg, esk test, apa yg aku stdy, tk klua, so burn sudahhh, HOH.
Btw, slmt hari raya C1 :).

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Countdown

Nk raya weyyyyy !
Teruja nk cuti je padahalll :P.
Satu minggu, satu minggu lagiii yaw :D.

HEHE.

Things

Thse are juz aint true.. Hm.
Ths is nt th feeling tht i thought of it wld be.
Ive once loved you more..
Myb you also feel th sme way too..

Uh-oh cinta jgn pergi HEE.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ...

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Bodoh is a bad word.

Evrydy i lv u less&less?

Hanya kerana perkara bodoh itu.

Kuciwak sedih kot.... =''(((

Mintakmaaf.

Ikhlas.

Bt I knw i lv u. Still.

PLEASE SEE,

Well meet up, n see hw it goes.
Blooming, or vise versa.
Aku rindu kau fr sure.
Gila berdebarrr HAHAHA.

Depletion of The Heart Layer ?

Head to heart, all mixed up, confused.
I want to, but i dont know how to. Anymore.....
We're different now & then. Hm.
Y-O-U have changed me.
Not into the person that i want to be.
AAA.
Anddd when i think of you, i think of herrr.
No matter how sorry you, i guess im sorry too.
Sorry, its hard for me.
Cause i know, one day, ull be leaving again.
Turning back, to her.
So, you and i, jom poligami haha.
Seriously?

Bt,
isly.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Toink toink

Thnks fr being mine again?

:)

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Bermuda Triangle

Buat baik pun salah, buat jahat lagilah salah.

1x, mcmni.
2x, mcmni.
3x, PUN mcmni.

Pergilah kau bitch dgn ego kau yg gila menggunung itu.
like i care

Lelaki, stop denying it.

Im outta here.

Movie

I love you beth cooper, perverto HAHA.

Thnks to fati yu esan.

:)

Friday, September 4, 2009

Pistol

One week of busy dizziness, lepas.
Semua hancurrr, confirmED.
1hr each, is nt enuf, proven.
Semua paper tembak, sampai dh habis peluru.
Agk2 number sedap, bulatkn ajeee.
Bangang tk bangang.

1) Chemistry 1 : syahid.
2) Sc comp : syahid.
3) Physics 1 : syahid.
4) Calculus : syahid.
5) Chemistry 2 : syahid.
6) Vector : syahid volunteer-ree.
7) Physics 2 : syahid.
8) Algebra : syahid.

Strategik betul dia letak aku dkt floor9, senang nk bunuh diri.
Ergh tensi mensi sialll.
Serupa mcm aku tkpyh styup mlm2 stdy.
Baca pun tkdpt jwb jgk.
CILAKA MCM HARAM.

Vector lg mcm haprakkk, sejibiks mcm past yr quest.
Pemalas betul En Wang sokmo kita yeee, grr.
Menyesal tk buat habis. ERGH.

-dugaan dibulan puasa, HAHA-

Monday, August 31, 2009

Oh gosh

Pergi bazar, jam frm 5pm, til 630pm.
Plus accident, siod cina muka ill-lek, haha.
Puashati,
ketam masak lemak,
ayam percik,
cream caramel,
potato salad.

TERBAIK.
Heaven gila perut aku.
Tepu.

Selamat membuncit :)).

Loyal

Ths word jz runs through my mind,
aftr being told abt smthng,
frm, i dnt wnna mention who, haha.

Pple?
Pple arent that loyal.
They dnt STAY.
Ada bosan, jalannn.

Books?
Ouh yes, they do.
Evn if we dump them aside,
they will alw be there.

*Midsem fever, ceht.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Thursday Story : La-tte

Oky, lecture di bln puasa, mmg hancusss, dugaan, mengantuk gla bergelora dkt lecture hall. Berlawan dayung dgn Hana, yg confirm ddua tenggelam haha.

Thursday plg mcm haram, 5hrs of lecture, 2 morning 3 evening, plus anthr two hrs of English clss. Mmg layannn, pergh.

Since skrg ni bln puasa, so lunch-break ktorg tghri tuh mmg dimanfaatkn ahhh, 15min of nap pun jadiii. Bt unfort, nt fr Hana Banana, hahaha.

2pm.
Spt biasa, aku pun nap jugak, terjaga jeh dh 145pm, punyalah kalut fikirkn dh lambat, usha ahhh ground floor tgk ramai lg, so aku pun kembali leka, siap2 semua turun sampai je bwh, tkde pun kelibat Banana. Msg pny msg, cl pny cl, tkde respon. Tgh smyg kot minah ni, so tunggu jela until tepat 2pm.
Ohye, disebalik itu, KECEWA. Shazni sj tahuuu, kot. Bpk ahhh, dengki gla HAHAHA. *nwy, still investigating, ceycey xnk kalah haha.

Oky kembali pd cerita, aku try lah cl blk, again, tiada jawaban, aaa ini sudah pelik, mesti minah ni tgh buai lg. DISEBABKN AKU NI BAIK, aku pun naiklah blk floor6, dr jauh tgk pintu tk rapat, so main serbu jela masuk, tgk2 haaa terbongkang dgn tangan kt atas kaki tkde arah dh, hahaha kau pompuan ke apa dow haha, ptt aku snap jeee pic kau time tuh, tk terfikir lak an, damno haha. Lps dh kejut, terlompat ha kau nk pakai tudung, then cpt2 ah blah turun lift blk. Jln pny jln sampai foyer, tiba2 Banana dpt hidayah, boleh pulakkk dye pakai sandal w selipar jamban sebelah hahaha. Sengalll. Sampai lecture hall, duduk 2nd row frm belakang, spot terbaik, usha haha, jk :P.

5pm.
Cuaca mendung. Pedulik hape, ktorg kental-kn diri pergi bazar dkt Kerinchi, dh bosan mkn dkt cafe. So ktorg pun gerak a g pasum, tgu bas o cab, serious jam sendat gla, 15-20min tunggu, bas UM and cab yg dh occupied jeee yg lalu. Yg hangin, most of the cabs yg lalu, sorg jeee penumpang, mmg mcm nk kena lempang, nasiblahhh aku 'puasa' heh. Dalah tgk luar pastu buat muka kerek dpt naik cab, sabo jela. Then ktorg cadang, alahai jln jela an. Tp jauh kot, merentas 'big' traffic, grr cuak doh. Setibanya dkt bazar, hujan pun turun, lebat glaaa, tp tkpe aku bwk payung :P. Dh dpt semua yg ktorg nk, ktorg pun bergerak pulang, yeay nasib ada cab, tq uncle huhu. Anddd bila lalu each and every bus stop, turn aku pulak buat muka bahagia dpt naik cab :)), HAHAHA. Sabar eh Banana dgn akuuu :).

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Fr luqmang

Oky, he left.
Hes in london nw, dengki lah sengal :(.
Tp tkpe, yg pasti i mahu remembrance :)).
Nnt u blk, i amek haa, lol.
Hpy fasting, hpy raya, n hpy nwyr dkt sana.
Ohye, wear masks doh, :D.

Merdeka

Urgh. Nk tgk fireworks dohhh.
Teringt zaman dahulukala, rindu pulak.
Benci bila ini berlaku, HAHAHA.
Esp. lst two yrs, tym ada byk show fireworks kt putrajaya tuh.
Evn though sesak gila, tp at least dpt tgk jgk HEHE.
'Konvoi' dgn acab hidung n arf, anddd tah siapa lg tk ingt.
Yg merdeka punya tk pyh ckp ahhh, kena tpu dgn ali.
Sampai jeh tkde, yg ada karaoke, panas jeee haha.

Aaa ths yr ada keee?

Fasting

1 done, 29 more to go.
Aaa aku nk puasa penuh, haha.

Rakan2, 3rd week of puasa nnt kte bkk puasa bersama eh,
mcm selalu,
paling dgn suraya ah, rndu kau dowt. HEE.

Btw, selamat membuncit semua :).

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Argh Ergh Irgh Orgh Urgh

Damnittt, exam, is jz ard the corner,
agk tekanan disitu, tk ready langsung, HAH!

Cuak tk cuak,
ya cuak ya cuak.

Gentar tk gentar,
ya gentar ya gentar.

Goyang tk goyang,
ya goyang ya goyang.

Takut tk takut,
ya takut ya takut.

HAHAHA sohaiii.

P/s : Midsem jeee kot, ceht PADAHAL!

Genggam

Yeah dh dpt, puashati gilaaa :DDD.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Binatang! (II)

Situation:
Thursday tutorial, on MUET reading & writing. Two hrs. Puan 'pashum'.

Topic:
What is a COW? And hw does it differs from othr living thngs?

Reaction:
Hahahaha, apa?
Well i know, that cows moo's je.
Four legs and a tail, other animals pun also hv that.
Paling haprak, lembu produces milk.
So do humans, HAHA.

P/s: The easiest ques may be the hardest one to answ. :O

Binatang!

Tht day, Monday, ayhnda took Flubby//Mokmok to the vet, haha meronta dia kot ayh cerita, hee.
Too bad i hv lectures tht morning, klw tk boleh fllow, huu.
Pity3, Mokmok tk brp nk sihat, cm around telinga dia cm 'allergic' to smthng and his ear ws like bleeding gila babi. Terkopek ha, kesian sungguh wey. Bt, more to geli ahhh, haha ish.

So, Dr. Vet tuh pun check semua, then he letak apetah warna purple dkt his ears, thngs tht runs through my mind when ayh and kakak ckp purple, err 'aaa mst mcm potassium permanganate je dh telinga dia', bt idk. Then i ws told tht the doc gve Mokmok sm pils. Throughout the week, ayh and kakak jla yg suap Mokmok pil tuh, sorg pegang sorg suap, nk harap mak, no way hozey ah do, mak anti-Mokmok kot (pdhl syg tuh, acting lbey, hihi), hmhm lgpun mak pun allergic dkt minatang2 neh. Anwy, gila tk gila, kucing aku pun pandai mkn ubt, aku ni haaa nk telan pil pun menggigal haha.

Abt one week dh, Mokmok punya telinga pun mcm dh oky. Tp next Monday ada fllow-up lg, ada appntmnt dgn doc sioddd, haha plg tkley blah an. And agn, aku tkley fllow due to the sm reason, tp3 ayh ckp klw nk ikut boleh jeee, ponteng saja, eh tp serbes plk, aku dahla nk midsem exam, haaa bt ill thnk abt it, Lol :DD.

P/s : Animals are becoming like humans thse days, ouh AND vice versa harhar.

Perfect Stranger

I wanna knw yr name, :))).

BUT HOW?

HAHA.

Over The Limit???

Aaa currently,

im over-stimulated err

and over-sensitive abt smthng.

SO,

do DOUBLE think bfre u speak,

OR i must say,

keeping yr mouth shut, IS OKY.

TY :).

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Jihad jihad haha

Haha oky going gone.

Gdbye virtuality,
hellooo reality.

Pasum, here i comeee.

duh. Malasss gilaaa bhai. heh.

Well be in touch, ceycey :).

Away-ing. Fr quite a while.

See youuu, aaa friday HAHAHA.

A no no

*cheeks gone wild HAHA*

Here it goes,

Ths shows tht im err ____.

Wht do youuu think? duh.

Spt apa yg kakak ckp, 'sounds like a true fat girl talking', CEHT.

Ouh yes, ive gained weight.

5kg, w pleasure.

MUAHAHAHA.

And, idm, haha budget sajaaa.

ish.


P/s : Jgn tegur klw tk nk kena double flip haha.


Ive warned you Lol. :P


Boo-hoo

Ive found a reason fr me,
to chnge who I used to be,
a reason to start ovr new,
and the reason is YOU!

Siapa terasa nasib ahhh HiHi.

Nt you, bt youuu~.

Dang!

Okayyy, the clock is ticking.

Anddd its alrdy 3pm.

Serta, my laziness is increasing extremely frm 100% to 1000%.

Evry single sec at a time, grr.

Infinite soon-to-be.

Apa brg tahap mcm speed of light dah.

Lg power aku punya dowttt hahaha.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

If I, Then U

Hahaha, if only i could turn back timeee, best kan?
Jm create time machine bersama-sama nk takkkk hahaha :P.
Thngs cn happen more thn once kan. Anythng weh.
Kau percaya tk? Uh-oh.
If and only if we were given a chance to, lah kot?
Take it or leave it, mybeee?
Aku pun tk sure wht im gonna do.

My crappy-ness thoughts kian memuncak, HEH.

Staring Blanky Ahead

Its alw time like these when i think of you,
and i wonder,
if you EVER think of me..

Aaa aaa rindu kauuu kot.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Nnielv Si Kura-kura

Hahaha me too tw, thnks selulit, sepsep sep bontot, syg kau lahhh haha, terasa mcm nk kentut kt muka kauuu je pulak hihi :PP.

Scratch Here Scratch There

To my dearest-mearest blog,
My cuti-cuti UM is coming to an end. BOOOSAN. Knowing tht byk glaaa assignment yg tk siap lg, cilakak an gla pemalas aku ney heh. Niat punyalah menggunung, tp haaa tkde de istilah 'actions speaks louder than words' lg, merepek jeh semua tuh, 'words speaks louder than actions' ada ahhh, tht one exists, undeniable :D.
Sc comp tk sentuh, jeling pun mcm, undefined ahhh, hati still merajuk dgn test haritu kot ney CEYWAH, dh tkde selera nk bwt, terngiang mcm perak gla hahaha. Physics, err nk bwt mlm kng ahhh, HOPEFULLY tercapai ah an niat murni aku tuh :)). Chemy otw, bonding trends, nasibaik bkn Organic Chemy pekejadahnyaaa semua, klw tk lg serabut ahhh kapla aku ney, hei3. Algebra and Calculus, berlopongan. Vector PUN kot, tk ingt pulakkk haha.
Esk dh Sabtuuu, 1Aug plk tuh, hei. Time is running too fast isnt it. OR is it me yg lembap sgt? Hahaha kebarangkalian jugakkk an HEH.
P/s : I told youuu so, one week is nt enough lahhh. Kejam glaaa bg cuti SEminggu jeh, grr. Ouh and why am I still stuck on this empuk bed meng-online-kn diri evn though byk lg perkara berfaedah yg boleh dilakukn, boyak glaaa an harrr.
Oky byebye bloggy.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Wht the Heyyy

Thanks fr NOT showing up.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Organic Chemistry

bosan. sorry, bt thts A FACT. tp bosan mcm mana pun terpaksa deal with it, heh. lecturer org chem ni suka tunjuk transparency then suruh kitorg salin. kalau pendek tkpela jugak. kot ahhh. ni tk, berjela-jela ha kauuu, ayt tk nk kalah. naik keras tgn nk tulis. bt one day tuh sumorg tgh pulun copy lecture notes, then i ws like heard smthng frm behind. ada bdk berdengkur. and guess wht, its a she haha. lena gila frm nada dia berdengkur tuh. kagum gila kottt haha.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Chicken Crossing HAH

Hahahahaha ajal maut ditgn Tuhan, huu.
Nearly gt myself into an accident.
Mcm sioddd gila Merc tuhhh, cm tk boleh laju lg erh? Heh.
Dlm kolej kot, grr.
Freaking cuak doh sumpah, berapa centi je lg, kalau tk mesti aku dh into pieces dh heh.
Heartbeat mcm haram berdegup kencang boleh terkeluar jantung aku.
Tapiii kalau barai pun at least sbb kena langgar dgn Merc an, bkn yg cikai punya hehe :P.
Apape pun thnk God im still alive, serta sihat walafiat lg tuh, alhamdulillah :).

hihi

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Nak Nak

I wanna lose weight.

Oh PLS pls PLEASEEE.

!!!

:O

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Birds of A Feather Alw Flock Together

Duh, sedih gila bhai. Shes 'migrating', from Kedah to PJ, from PJ to Batu Pahat. The right hand side, nk ciaw maktab dh. Evn though tk rela, terpaksa lah jugak patuh an, dh kata arahan bapakkk heh. Rindu kau nnt lah Mya gendut :(.

P/s: Ouh and yes, aku kan stay terencat :). And peeps, jgn tertipu oleh pic diatas, dia lg terencat drpd akuuu haha, muka nk innocent jehhh eh, ly dohhh :P. Ouh and Hana Banana sorry dol, dua bdk sakai laut selalu merantau ke bilik kau heheh.

~terpisahlah sudah, grr~

Friday, June 26, 2009

Press T fr,

Rasa cm tk nk berhenti nk mencarut, cilaka.

Haha punah. HAHA.

Dalah next week short test.

Algebra, calculus, and vector.

ERGH.

Kalau aku tw mcmni.. HEH.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Triple Date

Drag Me To Hell. UUU haha. BEST an?

6 pax ; Hnylv Ibdlv, Nnielv Muslv, Redha (Menggelabah Tetek HAHAHA) anddd Zkwn (yg sudah lamaaa tk jumpa, lama glaaa tk lepak sama annn since kau pindah jtwo ahhh dh sombong 8D.)

Pple, MAKE SURE ure 8teen before entering HAHA, muka kami tk matang cm 8teen keee sampai nk check pulakkk, padahalll yg belum tuh tk nk check pulakkk, siod ahhh gsc. Blah.

Seram seram. LAH KOT~, terkejut lbeyyy sumorg annn, funny :D.
Plus, AGAIN. Ada extra sound effect. Mcm Coming Soon duluuu. Tp tk dengar sgt sbb Muslv pulak jd mangsa HEHEH.

Thnks korg. Rindu korg nnt doh. GRR GRR.

Kpd Mmelv n Hzqlv, sry korg jauh nun ber-holiday, cne nk fllow annn. BUT there will be an another timeee, hee =).

Ohye, sblm Muslv ciaw 28jun yg jauh glaaa ke Perlis tuh, outing jmjm, Transformers =)).


P/s: Jgn ckp aku tk ckp HAHA.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Cerita Di Sebalik Sc Fizikal

Ok okyyy, mcmni, first week mcm perantau jeh lagi an. Jln pun tk pndg org semua, buat hal sendiri jeh dgn Z. Mkn pun SELALUNYA tapau lepak bilik dgn roommate ahhh, mls lepak cafe kng berlarutan plus ramai glaaa, serabut do HEH. Then, one day saja lepak a dkt bilik C648, budget nk study calculus n physics sama lah an tp asyik terpesong menyimpang jeh, even though aku 'takut' haha, dorg jeh memahami hee. Nk bwt cne an, tk pasang niat a ney huu. Dorg ni bdk hayat. Cerita punya cerita tah mcm mana tah bole ckp psl bdk fzkl. Perempuan, standard ahhh ckp psl apa. KAU RASA? Haha aku dgr jelah MULAMULA. Ramai lalaki fzkl hothot do HAHA, betulke? Aku yg sama course pun tk perasan heehe, eh hot ke, sbb aku TAK PERNAH usha sikit pun lg HAHA. Mmgla 2/3 fzkl semua lalaki jeh, tp tah tk berkesempatan nk menjojolkan mata haha. Okyla, then Friday came, physics2 8am cancel, tah apehal lecturer tk masuk2, pagi2 dh menyirap jehhh, tp tkpe a dh alang2 9am ada clss so stay jelah, tk kuasa aku nk blk kolej hee. So kira 1hr tk 1hr sgt a melangguk dkt dlm DKU. Oh oky, one word to describe tht situation, bosan. Haha dpn aku tepi aku KEBANYAKANNYA 'baca' buku. Ceht baca ahhh sgt. Pdhl terbukak jeh, bjet gla hehe. Ada bunga (awek Kuching bai) ddk sebelah ktorg, thpape ahhh asyik nk me-naik jeh, tah apa yg dia nk shit-kan pun ktorg tk fhm. Panas telinga, cuba sopan sikit haha. Ouh then3 tiba2 aku dpt cahaya, teringat ahhh bdk C648 ckp mlm td tuh, so aku pun pasang kekuda, then observe, cehceh. Ha'ah weh, betul ckp dorg. PERGH PERGH hahaha. Siap berbaju melayu berseluar melayu lagiii (Jumaat an), haha ouh2 jgn jeles eh C648, ceywah :P.

C648, oky aku setuju! Haha nk ckp tujeh :D.

P/s: Aku masih setia, hahaha :).

Two Weeks : Nikmat Sementara HAHA

1st June, 1st lecture grr.
Tk rdy LANGSUNG oky haha.

Berat jeee kaki melangkah pergi DKU hahaha.


MONDAY

1100 - FJAF0112 : Computer Science
1200 - FJAX0112 : Calculus
1400 - FJAF0111 : Vector
1500 - FKAX0111 : Chemistry 1
1600 - FMAX0111 : Physics 1


TUESDAY

0800 - FJAX0111 : Algebra
0900 - FKAX0111 : Chemistry 1


WEDNESDAY

1000 - FKAX0112 : Chemistry 2
1100 - FMAX0112 : Physics 2
1200 - FJAF0112 : Computer Science


THURSDAY

1100 - FJAX0112 : Calculus
1200 - FMAX0112 : Physics 2


FRIDAY

0800 - FMAX0111 : Physics 1
0900 - FJAF0111 : Vector
1000 - FJAX0111 : Algebra &
1100 - FKAX0112 : Chemistry 2


P/s: Best an jadual akuuu? HAHAHA lepakkk :P. Nnt kita tgk compare after another one week eh, jadual BARU, n things will get REALLY busy. I guess.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Mission 1

Flubby, kucing 'tua' yg gemuk hahaha, terluka hati diaaa klw tw org pgl dia tua ish. Kucing ni bjet jantan sgt, bwh dagu terluka, mcm bru lepas shave janggut, misai pun uneven mcm kena cantas haha, jantanlah sgt whai Flubby, pdhl gayyy hee. Dalah boyot, huhu.

*old pic, hes much evn fatter nw geehe*


*sayalah Flubby*

Present weight : 5 kg.
Target : 7, or mybe 8 kg wld be nice, lol :P.
Status : Mission in progress.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Hello =) and Goodbye =(

Tmrw, well step into a different NEW world. Unknwn. Wht wud it be like.. HM?


Farewell, one of th saddest word I knw, unlike one simple word ; hello.


Ppl are leaving, FRIENDS are. =(


Time hs changed, though th memories remains, friendship will alwys stys th same.


As we grow up through ups and down, joy and laughter, far or near, hope th bond will lasts forever.


Knwing we cn nvr take bck those days, thnk youuu to all tht came my way.


Evn though wre leaving each othr behind, ull alwys be in th heart of mine.


Gdbye ppl, tcre =).

And, thnks fr th memories.


+hnylv+

Friday, May 22, 2009

123 ABC, petik

To tht particular person,

Travis - Love Will Come Through

Ths song is fr you.

Ouh n ths song too,

Blue October - Calling You

=)

Friday, May 15, 2009

Treat Me, Grr

Eye-bags? Dark round curves, surrounding, under each pair of eyes. Nmpk sembam dan lebam, biru hitam? Hahaha. Dh lapanbelas thn hidup, bru aku sedar, eye-bags aku dh cm lagiii nmpk, hehh. Causes? Aku pun xtw aku pny npe doh, mcm kena curse pulak hahah. Td cm tkde bnd nk bwt, then search a kt tnet sal eye-bags, jpg dia kata sbb lack of sleep, aaa nk kata aku tk cukup tdo, mmg confirm tipu ahhh, tlbey tdo kottt, anddd dia ckp sbb eating too much of salty foods? Tuh aku xsureee, hmhm ke tnet tipu aku weh? Hahaha cyela sgt en. :P
Then, adela section hw to treat pulak kn, dia ckp letak cucumber, xpun tea-bag pun layannn~ hee. Ouh2 and you guys, betul keee, bley bwt surgery ntk hilangkn eye-bags? Pelik gilaaa weh! Dh terlampau maju dunia ni, huhu. Pphl jmjm, sblm merebak menular semua, jmjm lets gooo n slice some cucumberrr, dh lama tk bwt :D.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Snh Snh Sanahhhh =D

Yeah, Snh dh pulanggg, dia dpt UIA, so byebye Matriks huhu. Dpt jugak klua spend time dgn diaaa nnt =).

Sunday, May 10, 2009

The Time Has Come =(

Pple, its alrdy mid of May..

Kely's goin to UiTM, Shah Alam. Archtech student. Mesti kau lompat keriangan kan, cz dpt lari frm Pantai Timur heehe. Best2, kau dkt sng cket nk jumpa kauuu, oyeah :D.

Shrk is ALREADY in UKM, and soon she will be flying off to Egypt, doin medic. Dia ni mcm2 cket, tht day kata nk masuk CMU, then tiba2 msg last minute GILA kata nk pergi Egypt pulak, sekeh jugak kang hee. Luckily, kau dh masuk, klw tk mmg nk kena hantuk :P.

Nnie, Tesl's student, UiTM jugak, ala-ala mcm kakak aku pulak amek Tesl heheh. Nnt dgn kau kena speaking smeaking ah nampaknyaaa kan :P.

Snh pulakkk, tmrw register dkt Matriks N9. Aaa shes my childhood friend yaw, anddd we used to be neighbours, frm home to school, cm melekat kn kitaaa, TERHARUUU hehe, start form3 lah til hbs form5, sme class fuiyo heheh, skrg pulak kena berpisah heh sedih do. Anddd ni lg sorg btaw nk pegi last minute ish :(.

And as fr me
, ill be studying in local's. Mk tabg pergi overseas, niha haritu dpt tw kena register yg local punya ths month pun dia dh sedih, then ckp tapyhla pergi overseas hahaha, tuhpun KALAU dptla ble dh sure nk bwt apa semua nnt, ish nipun , sedih kottt tkpela asalkn dia bahagia. Ouh n emak, hpy mothers day, ly :).

Tanpa disedari weh, kita semua dh OFFICIALLY lapanbelas, and nk masuk U dah [except shrk a yg SUDAHPUN masuk aaa], ish bapak ahhh, we hv grown into big teens dah tkde tiny lil teens lagi huu.

Fyi, ths is one of my fear weh, growing up. However, like it or not, we must face the fact tht we ARE growing up, heh. Those words, yg Ahmadun's ckp, 'age is just a number', more or less adela jugak membantu hehe, terimakasih kam0 ^-^.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Last Wish

Emotions ran thru my head, knwing tht 'WE're dead.
The painful word spoken ; goodbye, and there i'm left alone to cry.

Tht day u said u care, and u promise me tht u'll be there.
Those words u said u love me, bt finally, u left me nowhere.

I trusted u in so many ways ,being w u it brightens up my day.
Keeping u close it ws happiness in my heart, bt w/out u now ; its hard.

I lost ur hand in the middle of my way, hating to leave u.
Bt others deserves u better. Actually, u love her more.
Thnks fr telling me whts true..

Its been a month or two u went awy, bt it feels like it ws jz yesterday.
I rmmber evrythg u used to do, it may seems impossible, bt baby its true.

U were evrythng tht i thought i had, nw tht u left me, i'm beyond sad.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Yes I Know, 'Tak Bisa Memilihmu', Thanks To 'Kau atau Aku' =)

Telah jauh terpisah..diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku..tanpa dirimu,
Resahku..tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku..untuk merasakannya..

Salahku mencintai dirinya, saat jauhku terpisah darimu,
Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Ku cintainya..hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku..kepada dirimu,
Kusakiti..hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku..

Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu,
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia,
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang,
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Too Little Too Late

Once upon a time, there was a truth to the myth, of what you and I had found, in an empty page, of 'so called', a fairy tale.

Day by day passed by, and I can't find my place back,
somewhere along the way, I must jumped out of track.

People gets tired, of waiting,
And so do you.
Feelings changed, finally diverging,
Oh what should I do?

People forgets, and starts denying.
The promises made, doubt appearing.

No one knows the sorrow hid deep inside,
neither sees the tears I've cried.

The watchful eyes, they see only heaven, which turns out to be hell,
because hypocrisy reluctantly, I've done it so well..

People, of the judge and jury awaits, everyone has a say,
don't judge a book by its cover, for yet another day.

Apologies made which are taken for granted, no longer bought,
regrets swooped, never paid,
Though we never know what would be wrought.

Gloomy eyes blurring, tears sheds rolling.
Hearts screams aching, souls limps dying.

Hopes of vain, of wishes and dreams, between fantasy and reality.
Now that you're gone, all that's left for me is to keep moving on.

To watch us breaking apart, is to know such pain.
Given all the risks, would I ever win your heart back again?

Scars borne of memories, leads into history.
Seek, not my heart, for it, has torn apart.

She walks alone the path of her life, seeing it through anew to start.
Searching for a way, to quell the pain that dwells in her heart.

***

Was this my BIGGEST mistake, leaving you bared, but it seems that it is more obvious now, that I thought much more of you than you ever thought of me. Undeniable, you're leaving me with so many questions, simple but complex, I'm left to await another hint, left with sweet memories, yet, do you ever think about me, now and then?
...When there is no more 'you and me', the best thing to do, is to accept the most painful gift, which is to let you go. Yet, if he also did feel the same way like she feels about him, then he would know that it is not so. As only if..she is less stubborn and cares more about him.. It is all a, too little too late....

Saturday, April 11, 2009

You're the one that holds the key, to the lock of my heart..

Hold me like you always do, cause you’re the one I hang onto.

Hug me when I’m hot I’m cold, cause you warm up my heart my soul.

Miss me when I’m gone, cause for you I will ‘re-born’.

Correct me if I’m wrong, cause that way our love will stay strong.

Dump me when it’s getting late, so our love won’t change into hate.

Help me when I can’t cope, cause you’ll sure bring me back some hope.

Find me when you're in need, cause I'll be there for you indeed.

Fake me nothing serious, cause I don’t want to be too curious.

Leave me when nothing’s right, cause I don’t want us to get in bad fights.

Trust me when others don’t bother, cause we’re in it together.

Remember me when we’re sad, cause I know more or less we’re getting bad.

Cure me when I’m in pain, cause you’re the drug that will cure my strain.

Tell me that it’s not over, cause I want to keep you forever leaving you is never.

Show me if you still love me boo, cause I’ll always feel the same way too.

Promise me that you’ll be here, cause you chase away my fears my tears.

Forgive me for those silly fake facts, sorry baby I’m not perfect.

Sing me our old love song, and please don’t tell me that it has been too long.

Hate me for who I am, rather than loving me for who I am not.

Love me as long as you can, cause I’ll love you back till the end.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Girls ~ Simple But Complicated. As Like What They Said.

When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (this is the reason why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

If a girl loves a guy, he will ALWAYS be on her mind EVERY minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

When the guy she likes, smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her, so if you treat a girl not more than just a friend, go easy on the smiles and stares okay?