Thursday, September 30, 2010

one two three, twist. round and round.

perkara diatas dirujuk.




life. saya keliru dgn halatuju.
lost in directions.
on where and which way to go.
on what to do for every steps i've taken.
any problem is not a problem.
EXPLAIN THAT. =.=?
it's not about giving up.
they are guidelines.
on how to live a better life.
tapi ya Allah, i need the strength.
to keep going on. to keep moving on.
to keep me believing.
towards the LIFE which awaits me.
the one which you've written for me.
the one which is what's best for me.
so please, please keep the spirit stay alive in me.


foot-note : the world keep on spinning around. i wonder where i belong..? *jgn ckp you're belong with me lagi, sweet sgt dah tu, melting meltinggg :'p
masih, STILL lost,
hny

Monday, September 20, 2010

The thing thing :'D

I want nothing.
For now.
I'm not ready for anything.
Miserable me.
:'O

Mum, dad, I will make you proud.
But not today.
One day, one day.
:')

foot-note : Mum, Dad, Brothers, Sisters, Friends, ouh and Flubby too, you mean the world to me. I love you. <3

love,
hny

Friday, September 17, 2010

ada berani?

CONFESSIONS.
an act of expressing feelings, yet can be scary at times
-of rejection and -of embarrassment

somehow, it might be liberating, opening a new story towards a happy ending
so much of a fairy tale
as love does not starts and end the way we seem to think it does


P/s: Love is a battle, a war. Love is growing up. (James Baldwin)

Art Of Love

Guy Sebastian Ft. Jordin Sparks - Art Of Love.


Dengar and hayati, hihi.

Meaningful, GILA.

I'M SOOOOOO IN LOVEEE WITH THIS SONG.

DULU,

SEKARANG

AND

SELAMANYA,

KOT.

:D


P/s: And yeah, I'm still learning the art of love. =')

Dari Mata Turun ke Hati lah? hihi :')



made, especially for you :')

i've never thought of myself to fall in love like this again
till the day that i've found you
for which i've given up on hopes and dreams
you've showed me that love is real
you're staring, into me
stunned with of a guy full of mysteries
those eyes are comforting
the deeper it gets, the more i'm wondering
hoping to see you the very next day
glittering thoughts of what to say
an image of perfection
with your unpredictable action
you could win any girl's heart
but winning yours is already hard
scared of what i'm afraid to lose
cause you're sure enough have lots to choose
i've fallen head over heels for you
wishing you have the same feelings on me too
take me in your warming hands
i'll hold onto you until the end
never let me go
cause i love you so
:')


P/s: bak kata orang, 'just one look, that's all it took'. hebatnya dikau, now i can't stop thinking of you, like mad. wishing that you're forever mine. :')


X's and O's,
-hny-

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Raya?

as you all can see, semua manusia berpusu2 upload photo raya and all dekat facebook lah semua kan, tapi aku? haha don't ask me why, jangan tanya aku aku tak upload ke apa semua, serious this year raya tak ada mood nak bergambar untuk kenangan? oh i don't think so. mood raya pun kembang kuncup, kadang ada kadang tak, apa sudah jadi hnyyy, oh hormon, tolong perjelaskan, if only you can speak. o.0'

why? oh ya, i can tell you why, one of the reasons is this lah. ha you see, panda eyes tahap tak boleh nak bantu lagi dah. tak glam betul. :'(

ya aku tahu, macam ikan buntal pun ada. kau tunggu lah aku kurus nanti haha.


tak apa, tunggu ada masa ronggeng dengan kawan2 nanti akan ku ber-glam capub depan camera haha, dan akan ku upload untuk tatapan rakyat jelata HAHAHAHAHA, okay enough, sebelum aku mula budget bagus lagi, baiklah aku undur diri buat seketika ini.


P/s: Orang lain dah pergi tinggalkan aku pun, tapi kau tak pergi pulak, kenapa wahai 'mata kantung'? Setianya kau lahai, haha. =.=

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Mode Raya, Hari Ke-enam.

since boredom strikes through, with nothing to do.
tak ada cerita menarik pun di kaca tv. boooooo!
with no car yang mampu untuk 'berfungsi' untuk ke sana ke mari, means no transportation.
and mood nak pergi beraya tak ada pulak for today, so duduk rumah ditemani emak and flubby si kucing tua gemuk, so layanlah youtube, and after scrolling up and down, tiba2 terdetik pulak nak layan lagu2, kompilasi raya lah konon.
search punya search, okay jumpa, apa lagi, layaaaaannn! XD

now try listen to this song.
sebak kot, emotional tak tentu pasal tiba2.
HAHAHA.
=')


P/s: Live a happy life okay? Aku doa kau, and semua semoga hidup bahagia. Appreciate those yang ada depan mata kita, before they're gone, tak kisah lah dekat dunia or pergi selamanya ke, cause we all have the chance to live once ja pun kan, so do it right. =')

Gadis Idaman?

POST AHEAD:
A message from a friend.
Bukan niat untuk hipokrit.
Sekadar nak kongsi kelemahan diri, hehe.
=')
_________________________________________________________________

Gadis itu, wajahnya berona NUR IMAN.
Mahkotanya dilitupi tanda kehormatan.
Maruah diri dipagari dengan kesopanan.
Dialah puteri indah rupawan.

Tika gadis lain sibuk menghiasi diri, dia hias Nur Ilahi pada wajahnya.
Tika gadis lain sibuk mencari sang putera, dia selesa bersama cinta-Nya.
Tika gadis lain sibuk bermadah pujangga, dia tekun dengan bait kata Tuhan-Nya.
Tika gadis lain menangisi pemergian arjuna, dia tangisi kehinaan diri sebagai hamba.
Gadis itu seperti mawar berduri.

Walaupun tak semua itu kita dapat penuhi, tapi kita boleh berusaha untuk memenuhi sifat2 tersebut.
Tuhan Maha Pemurah terhadap hamba-Nya, rahmat-Nya melangit luas, terserah pada kita untuk mendapatkan rahmat tersebut atau tidak.

________________________________________________________________



P/s: Yalah, kita semua ada kawan yang pelbagai ragam perangai and come from different background semua kan? And in this case, you friend, thankyou for being the one yang gila2 but at the same time, selalu 'bertepatan' ah? Hehe thankyou Soha, iloveyou. :')

Give up, Let go, and Get over it. :')

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always
***
***
***
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life's like this
You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get, and you turn it into
Honestly, you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no
***
***
***
You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after the song
So give me the night chance
To show you, hold love you
Don't leave me out here dancin hangin alone
You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one
***
***
***
If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I might tear you apart
Told you from the start
Baby from the start
I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart
*
**
***
****
*****
****
***
**
*
YEAH, PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE.
:')

*
**
***
****
*****
****
***
**
*
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending



Life is too short to wake up the next day with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right, forget about those who don't.

Believe, that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
And if it changes your life, let it.

P/s: Don't come into my life if you intend to leave me, because I won't. =')

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Salam Lebaran, Dua Puluh Sepuluh =)

Tarikh Hari Raya 2010 jatuh pada,
Friday, September 10, 2010 bersamaan 1 Syawal 1431H.



I hereby, would like to take this 'opportunity' to wish upon all my family, friends and to all Muslim,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Ampun maaf dipinta ya semua.
:)
Berlalulah sudah ramadhan sebulan berpuasa
Tiba syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira
Anak muda di rantauan semuanya pulang ke desa
Ibu dan ayah keriangan bersyukur tak terkira 
Bertukar senyuman dan salam ziarah-menziarahi
Tutur dan kata yang sopan saling memaafi
Suasana hari raya walau di mana pun jua
Memberikan ketenangan dan mententeramkan jiwa
Kuih dan muih beraneka macam
Makanlah jangan hanya di pandang
Ketupat rendang sila nikmati kawan
Penat memasak malam ke pagi 
Wajik dan dodol jangan lupakan
Peninggalan nenek zaman berzaman
Asyik bersembang pakcik dan makcik
Hai duit raya lupa nak diberi

The sounds of takbir raya, and firecrackers burning and popping up in the air.
In fact, the smell of raya itself.
Memang suasana raya habis wo!
Even now I'm still at home.
Seeing all of the 'children' around get excited with hari raya.
:D
Okay now my tummy is craving for lemang, nasi himpit? Ouh and rendang.
Perghhh mum's cooking is the best. XD
And I miss you Nenda. Jumpa Nene esok.
Woh oh ohh balik kampung!
=)

P/s: Harapan nak dapat duit raya memanglah sangat tipis, iyalah, umur pun makin meningkat. Selamat memasuki alam universiti eh orang cakap? =.='

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

i g n o r e d, :'O


Ignored,
yes.

Ignorance is bliss?
No,
not in this case.

Silent treatment.

Hello,
at least, say something.

Don't just go on missing,
like that.

You make me wonder,
even more.

*sighs*

:'O

 
P/s: I miss you. :')

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Daniel Bedingfield mari, nah :')

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I've build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?





P/s: If you're not the one, :')

X's and O's,
-hny-

Something bout love, :')

I adore you,

like,

a-lot,

VERY MUCH,

SANGAT.


Anything that´s worth having,
Is sure enough worth fighting for,

Quiting's out of the question,

When it gets tough gotta fight some more,

We gotta fight fight fight fight, fight for this love,

We gotta fight fight fight fight, fight for this love,

We gotta fight fight fight fight, fight for this love,

If its worth having its worth fighting for.

:')




P/s: Dari mata turun ke hati, hihi ='P


X's and O's,
-hny-

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Fireflies



Insomnia, is 'back-to-life'.

Haunting me like C.R.A.Z.Y.

@.@

Panda eyes are getting worst.


Urghhh.

Please, go away.

Pretty please, duh. =\

A 'goodnight-beauty-sleep', needed, HAH.


Song mode: Owl City - Fireflies.

P/s: People say that, the best cure for insomnia is to get a lot of sleep. But how can I sleep when I'm suffering from insomnia? =.='

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Alert

Mid-sem exam's is just around the corner.

Study mode, pending.


4th September: Chemistry.
Saya nak hantar awak. :'(

6th September: Nuclear Science.



Tick, tock.


The clock is ticking.


My time is running out.





Saya ingin deactivate facebook dan segala jenis 'hubungan alam maya', serta ingin focus kepada pembelajaran.

HAHAHAHA.

I'll be back.



P/s: Support me people. Wish me luck.



Sayyy, here's to the future

  • Focus on studies way MORE, get good results, and graduate with honor.
  • A job with good pays; a nuclear scientist, or a nuclear engineer sounds cool, grrr.
  • Buy the coolest and advanced telescope. So that I can actually SEE the amazing galaxy. Counting stars adalah sangat menarik okay, since I have trouble in going to sleep at night. Insomnia maniac. Pfftt.
  • Save as much money as I can dalam bank account until graduation. =.="
  • Get 'ramping', buang segala unwanted lemak! Fitness first!
  • Dream car. Auto please! =.='
  • A small flowery garden of mine. And plant more trees, hihi. Reduce global warming!
  • Own a bakery or a flower shop. :D
  • Perform Umrah and Haji with family.
  • Honeymoon to Japan! :D
  • Get a close up in nature, go into the wild, this time for Afrika! Waka waka eh eh!
  • Hug a white tiger.
  • Kiss a penguin. :)
  • Climb the Great Wall of China, AGAIN! But next time I'm so going to bring some extra batteries for my camera. *sighs* =.='
  • Visit Mr.Martin back in Swaythling. You're the coolest principal ever cause you remember ALL, each and every single student's name. In fact, you remembered me, when I wrote an e-mail to you even for quite a very long time. =)
  • Get married and at most 4 incredible kids. :D

P/s: Subjected to changes, hihi. And in God's will. Insya'Allah tiada yg mustahil, yeay! Okay be positive now, hehehe. Hopefully, among all of yang tercatit ni, ada la yg tercapai. So now let's buckle up and strive for the best!

=')
love,
hny