Saturday, April 25, 2009

Yes I Know, 'Tak Bisa Memilihmu', Thanks To 'Kau atau Aku' =)

Telah jauh terpisah..diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku..tanpa dirimu,
Resahku..tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku..untuk merasakannya..

Salahku mencintai dirinya, saat jauhku terpisah darimu,
Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Ku cintainya..hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku..kepada dirimu,
Kusakiti..hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku..

Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu,
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia,
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang,
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Too Little Too Late

Once upon a time, there was a truth to the myth, of what you and I had found, in an empty page, of 'so called', a fairy tale.

Day by day passed by, and I can't find my place back,
somewhere along the way, I must jumped out of track.

People gets tired, of waiting,
And so do you.
Feelings changed, finally diverging,
Oh what should I do?

People forgets, and starts denying.
The promises made, doubt appearing.

No one knows the sorrow hid deep inside,
neither sees the tears I've cried.

The watchful eyes, they see only heaven, which turns out to be hell,
because hypocrisy reluctantly, I've done it so well..

People, of the judge and jury awaits, everyone has a say,
don't judge a book by its cover, for yet another day.

Apologies made which are taken for granted, no longer bought,
regrets swooped, never paid,
Though we never know what would be wrought.

Gloomy eyes blurring, tears sheds rolling.
Hearts screams aching, souls limps dying.

Hopes of vain, of wishes and dreams, between fantasy and reality.
Now that you're gone, all that's left for me is to keep moving on.

To watch us breaking apart, is to know such pain.
Given all the risks, would I ever win your heart back again?

Scars borne of memories, leads into history.
Seek, not my heart, for it, has torn apart.

She walks alone the path of her life, seeing it through anew to start.
Searching for a way, to quell the pain that dwells in her heart.

***

Was this my BIGGEST mistake, leaving you bared, but it seems that it is more obvious now, that I thought much more of you than you ever thought of me. Undeniable, you're leaving me with so many questions, simple but complex, I'm left to await another hint, left with sweet memories, yet, do you ever think about me, now and then?
...When there is no more 'you and me', the best thing to do, is to accept the most painful gift, which is to let you go. Yet, if he also did feel the same way like she feels about him, then he would know that it is not so. As only if..she is less stubborn and cares more about him.. It is all a, too little too late....

Saturday, April 11, 2009

You're the one that holds the key, to the lock of my heart..

Hold me like you always do, cause you’re the one I hang onto.

Hug me when I’m hot I’m cold, cause you warm up my heart my soul.

Miss me when I’m gone, cause for you I will ‘re-born’.

Correct me if I’m wrong, cause that way our love will stay strong.

Dump me when it’s getting late, so our love won’t change into hate.

Help me when I can’t cope, cause you’ll sure bring me back some hope.

Find me when you're in need, cause I'll be there for you indeed.

Fake me nothing serious, cause I don’t want to be too curious.

Leave me when nothing’s right, cause I don’t want us to get in bad fights.

Trust me when others don’t bother, cause we’re in it together.

Remember me when we’re sad, cause I know more or less we’re getting bad.

Cure me when I’m in pain, cause you’re the drug that will cure my strain.

Tell me that it’s not over, cause I want to keep you forever leaving you is never.

Show me if you still love me boo, cause I’ll always feel the same way too.

Promise me that you’ll be here, cause you chase away my fears my tears.

Forgive me for those silly fake facts, sorry baby I’m not perfect.

Sing me our old love song, and please don’t tell me that it has been too long.

Hate me for who I am, rather than loving me for who I am not.

Love me as long as you can, cause I’ll love you back till the end.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Girls ~ Simple But Complicated. As Like What They Said.

When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (this is the reason why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

If a girl loves a guy, he will ALWAYS be on her mind EVERY minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

When the guy she likes, smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her, so if you treat a girl not more than just a friend, go easy on the smiles and stares okay?