Friday, June 25, 2010

Positive Thinking?

Bukan senang nk kejar mimpi, cita-cita, impian and those things kan. An old saying, 'di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan', bila fikir blk, ada betulnya haha, even for some people nampak kinda lame to make an old saying or peribahasa as prinsip hidup. Okay, I don't give a damn. =.='

Mungkin ada hikmah even if we fall, knowing that there's no more hope. Tuhan Maha Adil. Memanglah kecewa, but at least tak ke kita cuba lagi sekali?

P/s: Mimpilah selagi kita mampu untuk bermimpi, and cubalah selagi kita mampu untuk mencuba. :)

*I'm being as positive as I can, grrr

Big Boss

Last week, I've been in and out of the hospital, visiting dad. One small bisul pun boleh sampai masuk wad bagai. Siap operation sekali sbb nk remove bisul tuh. It seems that that tiny bisul dah burst then mcm merebak, causing it to tumbuh yg baru. So the doctor decided to operate so that it will not spread dkt other organs or parts of the body, senang korek buang je terus kan. Dad also think mcm tuh jugak. Daripada spread and biar semua akar bisul tuh, nnt nak kena tunggu masa kena lg pulak, seksa kot, so biarlah buang je kan, once and for all. And alhamdulillah, everything went well, and ayah pun dah discharged from hospital. Sekarang dua minggu ni, ayah kena buat dressing, pergi clinic suruh cuci so that tak ada infection. Ada Mc, ayah ajak pergi holiday pulak wohooo! :D Anyways, get well soon dad.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

The Climb

PASUM'S Theme Song, Asasian's 09/10

Rindu pasum's life doe, and how hectic it was and all :)

Thank you pasum!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Menghapus Jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu,
Lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu,
Jalan fikiranmu buat ku ragu,
Tak mungkin ini tetap bartahan..

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu,
Kucoba untuk terus menjauh,
Perlahan hati ku terbelenggu,
Ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup..

Engkau bukan lah segalaku,
Bukan tempat tuk menghentikan langkahku,
Usai sudah semua berlalu,
Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu..

Lepaskan segala nya..

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Last Note

Now that you left me, again.

Dear Love, all I can say now is, Thank You.
Thanks, for telling me what's true.

Like what you said,


You've moved on long before I'd truly noticed. I guess now, it's time for me to really let go.

P/s: Giving up doesn't always mean that you're weak, sometimes it means that you're strong enough to let go.

A getaway, that's the only thing I could really asked for right now. Let time heal all wounds.
Thanks for the memories.

Sunday, June 6, 2010


"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

Marilyn Monroe <3<3<3


But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

G r o w,

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down, probably will. (true)

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and its harder each and every time. (true)

You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. (?)

You’ll fight with your bestfriends. (true)

You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. (true)

You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. (true)

P/s: So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt cause every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.